eli. - disappear (official music video)

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Wow... it's perfect.

Ouvindo em 2023

eu achei essa música linda.

I love you Eli..you helped me through a lot of hard times

Stop making me cry ❤😭 I love your music

Lyrics:

I've been feeling low, so low now
Tryna do my best, don't know how
Holding onto hope for life now
But I become consumed with doubt, yeah
Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
Looking for the answers
Maybe I'll know once I'm older
But please hang on
Please hang with me
I'll be back soon
I'll be back
Time for me to go
I need some room to grow
I feel so alone
No one even knows
I just wanna disappear
Take me far away from here
I don't wanna face my fears
I just wanna disappear
I wanna do my best, but
I don't know what's next yet
I just need a reset
I just wanna be something
I just wanna change your life
I just wanna do it right
Everything I wanna do
Everything I wanna be
I see it all happen for me
I find it hard to believe
Finding it harder to breathe
Yeah
I just wanna feel complete
Why do I not feel complete?
Oh, I know that is on me
You all gave me everything
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
Looking for the answers
Maybe I'll know once I'm older
Need some time to recollect myself, please don't forget me
When I disappear next week, I hope you can forgive me
Time for me to go
I need some room to grow
I feel so alone
No one even knows
I just wanna disappear
Take me far away from here
I don't wanna face my fears
I just wanna disappear
I don't wanna disappear
I just wanna stay right here
Moving is my greatest fear
Maybe I should disappear

After 4 years, im still coming back to this song. I guess its a cycle.

This song has carried me through some rough times. Thank you Eli. I feel you in every lyric you sing.

WV 🤘🏽

<333

You are perfect. The way you are not scared to show who you are inside and out and if you are you still embrace that. You have a beautiful voice. Seems you have a beautiful heart. You chase your dreams. You chase your dreams through I’m guessing depression and anxiety. As I have both as well. Your amazing and I feel as if you should be more recognized than you are. Truly. One of your songs actually helped me through a really rough time a little over two years ago when I slit my wrist I almost bled out ended up having to have surgery and now I can’t feel my hand whatsoever. One of your songs made me know I’m not alone and that I can and should keep fighting . My story isn’t the only and it sure isn’t the worse to be told 💜💜💜💜

❤❤❤